today is 4th of August , i don't know  why my mood is very bad ? i don't know how to express own mood ?

7th of April , i come to this company . it almost 4 months time . it is new company to sell kinds of wire mesh cargo . 

2th of June , our company pay money to Goole , in order to enquiry from customer . but till now i only receive two enquiry .

one is from Australia , the other one is from south Africa .two months time , only receive two enquiry .

it is very bad result . 

i don't know how long stay at this company . three months or six months ? or one year . it is one question .

i also want to look for new company , it is right or wrong ? pls let me know .

no enquiry , no receive e-mail from customer , no order , no money . how to breed up family and wife ?

i don't know how to do ? what is way  to walk ? if have good idear , no hesitate to e-mail me ,thanks .