today is 8th of August , it is Saturday too . but my mood is a bit complex , because  i don't know how to express own mood .because i want to leave this company , to look for new one .

4th of April , i come to this company , it is full new company . after one day , boss buy computer and desk and other .

2th of June , our company start to use Goole , the key word are hexagonal wire mesh and welded mesh panel . 

max cost is 100 RMB for each key word . i don't know the reason , till now i only receive two enquiry from goole . 

both enquiry welded wire mesh , i offer quote , finally no news . i follow up it , still no reply .

i am very confuse now , i want to change this life style and make myself very busy each day .no e-mail ,no enquiry ,no quote . i often write blog to make busy . 

because i don't see more hopeful , so i decide to leave now company , but i don't know how to say with boss . 

i wan't to delay time , time is money , it is very precious .  make new life style , it is better for me . 

today i will go home and look after my baby girl , i don't know how to face my wife , i no earn too much money . 

too much guilty for my wife . 

after one week , i will submit resign report  to boss . do you agree with my opinion ? if have news or suggest ,no hesitate to e-mail me ,thanks .