today is 22th of August , it also 9th of July  by lunar calendar . it has pass half  one year . time always fly fast . 

how to spend your time ? it is busy or free ? it is very interst or boring ?  what do you think value of time ? 

now i don't know how to express own mood ? because it pass fast , i want to control time , but no . 

27th of Feb , my wife have baby girl   .  it is very important moment  . i stay at hospital for 5 days time . it is very tried and depression .  because baby can't fall aleep , and cry .  i and my mom take after her one full night . 

when we get home , the situation is a bit better ,  home is more quiet than hospital .  five bed full of  one room in hospital . 

so it more noisy .

when baby has 12 days old , our family and more relatives have small party in resturant , my two brothers , my uncle , and other peole have lunch together .  it is good time . next day , i go back office and start to new work . 

7th of April , i come to current company ,  this company no sales staff , so i am lonely . 

till now , i stay more than 4 months time . it is a bit long-time , but i no receive value enquiry from foreign customer . i am very sad and disappointed . i want to leave this company , because i feel boring . 

after 7 days , it will be September ,  i wan't to waste my time . time is more important than money . 

what is your best idear or suggest ? pls let me know . if ok , i can follow up your advice . thanks .